why did I allow someone IN? It's upsetting to know that I've actually allowed someone to get close enough to me that they could actually love me. It's very upsetting. I don't know what to do. What does he want to do? Call it quits? If things work out, then things work out? If my orders change to norfolk then so be it. I'm actually in love...I don't get like that....whatever....I asked him a question, and he got offline. it's ok. I wanna call him back....but i don't want to bother him when he's with his friends., that and I'm too tired.